One man’s voice

I want kick my own butt

Posted on October 11th, 2008 in Personal Messages, Rants

I never really looked at how whiny I sound sometimes until I take time to read my own writing. Like yesterday for example… it sounded like all I did was moan and complain about not having enough money. That really is not what I was trying to convey. What I was trying to do what let out some of the anxiety I have over how the money I do earn (which is remarkably good) has been spent.

I know the situation I am in has no bearing on anyone outside my house (except for those that I am constantly bumming lunch off of - you know who you are and you know I love you dearly). I have firmly put myself in this place. It is nobody’s fault but my own and it has nothing to do with the amount of money I earn. It has everything to do with how I have (mis)managed that money over time.

That said, if you ever get sick of me spewing forth rants about anything I am going through that comes across as whiny and cry baby-ish please tell me. I struggle sometimes listening to, or reading through, that stuff sometimes, too.

And if you don’t mind listening to, or in my case, reading about, my rants, would you happen to have a cheeseburger about you? I’m starving.